so far behind, can't write

I haven't written hardly anything in four days. The weekend killed my enthusiasm and my plot died as well. I don't know what to do. I have an ending in mind, or at least I know who my killer is, but I haven't even introduced them into the novel! I just can't figure out how. I know where point a and point b are, but I just can't get from one to the other. I'm supposed to be at 50k in three days. I'm at maybe 26k now. That's a couple of really long days.

I'm going to try and pound out some words at the library on friday. Or starbucks. Or borders. Borders, I'll go after I get done with school. Or maybe I'll just hang out in the student lounge. I don't know, but as long as I get something written I'll be happy. I'm tired of hanging out in the 'I hate myself and want to die' forum (currently known as 'nanowrimo at my soul' but I like the other one better).

I was so bored that I went on subeta. Yeah.

Here's to not doing anything until I get my wordcount for tomorrow!

Well it's day four and I'm 1k behind. The story's going pretty well though, I actually like it. I'm having a little bit of trouble with Sherlock Holmes; he's supposed to be almost amused by Bright bu instead he's, I don't really know but it's not translating properly. I'm at the point now where my last version of it went to crap so we'll see how I feel about it after todays writing session. 4k before work hopefully. At least the 3 I need for the day, I can always write during my lunch break if I have to. That means dragging my laptop there though. For some reason the battery died, I'm not sure why. Usually it turns itself off long before that point.

Okay, off to 1883 London England. Brights about to get out of jail and then she'll have to find Holmes. I'm not sure how she's going to convince them to let her stay there or if Watson will have a chivalrous moment and invite her but we'll see.